I am very
happy that she does notices about me. May be some other people also did, but
she's the only one who matters. She said that I look very thin and had really
very straight hair. Now how could I explain her that hereditary, build derived
from my grandfather, and hair derived from my dad. Well, she also said that she
started staring me as soon as I climbed the podium. I found it very strange
hearing it from her, but I liked it a lot. After all, who hates being noticed
by a girl, for whom the whole college runs for.
That's
another thing that neither of us ran after each other, it just happened to me
somehow.
She told
me that I need to gain some weight and get a good build, so I started working
on it. I wasn't ever bored while talking to her. I said to her that I wanted
her to be by my side, always. She found that cute or sweet, something I can't
figure out, but she definitely liked it.
The I
said those three old words to her, but she suspected if I will ditch her. That
was just out of the equation thing. Even if she did it to me, I couldn't have
stopped loving her. But se needs some time to understand how much I feel for
her and may be she was just afraid of another heart break. But I couldn't find
a way to assure her that I wont ever do that to her, but I tried my best at it.
I told that I'd rather kill myself that breaking her heart and ditching her.
But being honest, if she ever did that to me, I'd be dead for sure, may be not
clinically, but mentally for sure.
She said
that she liked it very much talking to me and felt like heaven…! But I just
want her to be with me right now…! The worst part of it was that she was
missing me, well I'm missing her too, but it must be much difficult for her,
being there in that condition, all those needles piercing her child-like skin…!
But then again, its not forever, its just for a small time, and it will end up
soon… And she'd be with me, in front of me, with me… Or at least, that's what I
wish.
